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I got that fucking interview at Victoria's Secret.

Keep your fingers crossed for me.  :D

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Ive only made on entry to this thing and almost forgot I had one.  xD

Anyway...still no word on a job.  All those places, each one of them hiring, and not one single call back.  I'm going to start ringing their phones off the hook this week. 

One girl at Charlotte Russe told me to come in the next day after I turned in my application and talk to the manager.  By the time I talked to the manager, they hired THREE fucking girls, and didn't need me.  Oh what the fuck. 

Is it the college kids and high school kids?  Is that it?  They would rather have someone in school than someone who's not?  I don't know. 


Other than that situation, things have been going okay, I guess.  Josh isn't being an Asshat and I don't have quite as strong of an wish for him to die as i normally do, so it makes home life a little easier.  Moms being okay...
Nothing bad is happening for now.  Knock on wood, right?

The weekend alone with Chris was great.  It was really nice just to cook for the two of us and have the house to ourselves.  It was romantic in a cuddly way. 

I also got a chocolate fondu pot today.  So I want to do some fondu.  :D
And some salt and pepper shakers that have waitresses on the sides of them.  Its pretty awesome. 

I do have to say, one of the most exciting things about getting out on my own is going to be decorating the house.  Home shopping.  I love it.  Lime green ice trays, neon blue and pink bowls and plates, Margarita glasses, the works.  Oh and that Hello Kitty toaster and waffle maker set?  Awesome.  I really want this 3D octopus on ebay that hangs on the wall, a tea pot shaped like a cupcake, and this ship figurehead of a naked lady.  I want that too.  xD

I also got my bank account up and running, so soon comes paypal and with that commissions. 
Hopefully things are moving in the right direction.  Hopefully.
Current Mood:
lazy lazy
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I can't drive with my mother.  She puts me on pins and needles.

I know I'm not a good driver, I know this.  I'm learning.  But Jesus Christ.  That woman almost made me cry she stressed me out so bad when I was driving.  D:

I didn't think I did too bad on the little curvy car filled roads around west asheville.  Its hard for me.  Then she made me go up to Orbit and park, and of course there's this market thing going on, and tons of people and dogs walking around the parking lot, and she keeps telling me "DONT HIT THEM DONT HIT THEM"  I was seriously freaking out.  And now we're going again tomorrow...

I don't know if I can handle it.   And then she's getting out of the car and laughing, so that makes me feel like she's making fun of me.  We're in the car, she's yelling, we get out, she's laughing at me. 

I did so much better when I was driving with Leslie.  I didn't freak out or anything.  Of course she didn't laugh or yell at me either. 

I even drove on some of the hardest roads out here with my dad when I was 14, and I wasn't even nervous.  But I'm with mom and I'm all tense and shaky and feel like I'm going to cry.  

Should I just get a Scooter?
Current Mood:
anxious anxious
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